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also, iv been smoking WAYYY to many cigarettes.
thanks to stress, and persistant alchoholism.

my lungs feel like theyre kickin the buckett.

literally every night i feel like im struggling to breathe.

it feels really awful.





there is a very strong possibility i may actually kill myself this summer =/

i think i need to grow sum balls n check in to therapy.





lol. i was just thinking about my whole “move to LA ” idea.

but i hear the echoes of serj in my head..

“you shouldve never trusted hollywood…”

pfft.

put your hands in the air and wave em like you just dont care.



#lost in hollywood #system of a down #mezmerize #serj tankian #hollywood #los angeles #california #lace


25 posts in an hour.

cuz tumblr keeps me sane.

but now i must shower and get ready for work

and get luna from under my bed

and change the water

and litter

and i have 40 minz to do all this and drive to work.

fuck.